So we are now at entry numbers instead of days cause I am so behind. I am thankful that I can make up whatever rules I want cause it is my game. :) Not really... I mean yes, really, but that is not number 22.
I would say that I am thankful for the freedom to struggle.
A friend of mine has a prayer that he likes to say that goes, "I believe, help my unbelief." That is where I have been lately. I know what I believe, but I am still skeptical and still hesitant and still cynical. That is why I need to document the gratitude. Gratitude combats all that. It makes the blessing real and acknowledged. I am facing many of my looming inadequacies and I want to run and hide, but the challenge is waring them down and strapping power from them before they do it to you. I'm not sure how that happens, but I do believe that gratitude has something to do with it. I'll let you know when I have it all figured out. But don't hold your breath, cause I'm pretty sure the other piece of it is that it takes a long time and that it is the point of the time.
Friday, August 12, 2011
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"... facing many of my looming inadequacies".
ReplyDeleteAwesome phrasing. I relate to this.